Sunday, December 15, 2013

Broken Chains



Langston Hughes's poem I, Too tells the story of the mistreatment of America's African American people and proclaims that this mistreatment will become a thing of the past. Although Hughes wrote the poem in the 1920s, I,Too is written from the perspective of a black man who is still bound by the heavy chains of slavery and oppression.
 With an optimistic and almost high and mighty voice, this poem establishes the theme that the sweet taste of freedom will come for the African Americans and that African Americans are a part of America's foundation. In addition to this, Hughes's poem warns the people who discriminate against him and his people of the shame that they will feel once they "see how beautiful [he is]."

Verisimilitude fosters these themes because of the way Hughes musters up a sense of hope as a slave even though he himself has never been one.
"They send me to eat in the kitchen," suggests that the white owners of the slave want him to be unseen while they have company over. However, instead of being discouraged, he "eat[s] well," and "grow[s] strong." Hughes reveals the truth that African Americans can beat down discrimination if they keep their heads up and advance. All of this is done without telling a truth of his own experience.With this story of a slave, Langston Hughes unveils the truth that suffering will end and African Americans are also America.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Dreams of My Childhood

An artist was what I wanted to be. An artist was what I wanted to be when I was little. Every second of the day I wanted to draw and create. If I had to do one thing for the rest of my life, I would choose drawing. However, my dreams have been crushed or have changed since time has passed.
As I grew up, reality hit me like a speeding bullet train. Pursuing a career in the arts is a risky and often unrewarding feat. On top of student loans that have be paid off, art commissions are barely enough to pay for rent and other living expenses. The limits of my abilities have also held me back. While an average person might think that I am a very talented artist, I am nothing compared to the Picassos that I would face in an art school.
Despite all this, my mind is always wavering. My passion for art is always burning but my brain is telling me to choose wisely. The dreams of my past still coerce me even though I am aware of the circumstances and harsh consequences.

In this way, I can relate to Dexter Green in Winter Dreams by F.Scott Fitzgerald. Dexter's desires dictate most of his life. While he wants luxury, his financial instability is an obstacle (which he later jumps over). He also knows that Judy Jones is not a girl he should be with but he can't help but desire her when they meet at the University Club.
After many years have passed, Dexter mourns because he had his past taken away from him. He regrets ever loving Judy Jones and dreaming of being with her.

These regrets are what scare me. I am afraid of regretting my childhood dreams if I do not succeed as an adult. If my hopes of the past ruin my life I might end up hating myself. I also might end up hating myself if I don't do what I love.

How easy it would be if, in the words of Cinderella, "the dream that you wish will come true."